Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Day 186...pity party for one...

"THE PAIN OF THE MIND IS WORSE THAN THE PAIN OF THE BODY." ~Publilious Syrus

I'm sad. There's no special words to describe how I feel. I'm just so sad. I cancelled my workout today with J. I can't do it. Physically, I'm better than last night, but still sore and achy. Emotionally, I'm a wreck...frustrated...I feel like a failure. Everyday, people complain that they are fat...that they want to lose weight...yet they refuse to get off their a** and do something about it. They search for the power that they already posses, but won't use. All I want to do is workout...be healthy and strong. I want to maintain what I've worked so hard for. Why can't I have what I want? This is torture.

REST DAY

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