Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Day 514..."oNe dAy yOu wiLL"...

"One Day You Will"

You feel like you're falling backwards
Like you're slippin' through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back
You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can't see it now

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there's a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer
You'll find love, you'll find peace
And the you you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath
And you don't know it yet

[Repeat Chorus]

Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you're made of, you're made of

This song pretty much describes where I was at yesterday.  I was down...feeling insignificant...hangin by a proverbial thread.  That's why I didn't post...I couldn't find a positive or hopeful bone in my body.  I didn't even have the energy to workout, but I knew I needed to do something...something that I like to I decided to go for a run.  I ran what I call "The Britton Circle".  I love running down the country road and over the train tracks...past the little wood houses.  It was a good run...and I hung on...and today the sun is shining and everything looks much better.



Shorty said...

Good for you, girl! I'm still trying to find the "want" in running...I'm so out of it completely with working out. It's so nice to hear that you love to run. I'm trying to get to that phase....still trying!

MC said...

Thanks girl! It took me YEARS to get to where I'm at with running...and when I say where I'm at..this doesn't refer to a level or's about where I'm at emotionally with it. I do love heals my soul to know that it's just me and an open road. I can't control things around me but I can run until I don't want to anymore...I can choose right or left. You'll get there!